Papers

I think I went through most all my papers to throw out, now gotta organize some.

Excited to Clean!

I gotta clean my room so I can concentrate and put things in places.

America Extinct

No one "believes in you" if you're not a European native, especially from a desirable country to them at the time.

Latinos Rule

People don't realize that maybe Latinos like the European part of their heritage so much compared to others being racist and stupid.

Being Mean/Evil

Baby Boomers want to assimilate me with people being bad from Generation Y because Baby Boomers are mean/evil and embarrassed of their mistake.

They also compare me to / involve me with their spouses in derogatory ways.

Hurt

Why is it always about waiting, like waiting for the shape of my nose to get better?

Segregation in America

Americans won't stop quitting being American.  Another culture pops up, and they segregate.

Underground Fame

I'm not that established socially.  I'm more of a mystery.

Almighty

Those who know pop culture know power.

Alarm Clock / Radio / Sound Machine

"I ... am ... lovin' it!"

Message Board - Post by Me

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Does anyone know these hits?

It sounds like the first one was made for my cousin and the 2nd for her mom, my aunt, my dad's younger sister. My cousin is a younger female than me.

It really puts people in a position to feel they have a medium to speak through and something to say that is better than me like I'm no good. I've been underground famous, and I never made a breakthrough and I post online like crazy. My aunt just says she's too busy to blog.

2017



2020

Am I all alone?

How ghey!  I don't need a pacifier.

Excited

Tomorrow, I get my Baroque violin fixed so I can practice/play and audition for a workshop in Germany.

English Warning

Some English people act like we should all be cautious and worry about what they say next, even if they don't admit it or insist it's not so.

You know, I am fine.  The world changed on me.

Normal Versus Weird

I wasn't trying to fight good people, I was trying to fit in, where I already belong.

German-American means safe?

So, only German-Americans ... are the only people in America who feel they are safe to feel good in the future? while people are busy acting like everyone else has a chance?

You Have It Backed Up?

Are people just watching me waiting to see if I feel good about things because they think I shouldn't because of my generation?

Like, I am just here and do things and suddenly people pop up and say, "No!" out of nowhere.

Message Board - Post by Me

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Are you proud of your racial breakdown?

Why should anyone not be while others feel "safe?"

"The Game Plan"

So, what's everyone's game plan, gain energy by not doing all of your schoolwork and stamping out people who do and need a vacation?

"Walking Over Me"

I was already on guard that I would be made underground famous only to have each person I know to step over me like they are a refresher and still have a chance over everyone and I am just being used and my private life also obstructed, like some oblivious joke.

I already knew I wasn't going to fall for this trap and wind up like other famous people in Hollywood, like they made a mistake to become famous.  Other people made it that way for me.