I was already on guard that I would be made underground famous only to have each person I know to step over me like they are a refresher and still have a chance over everyone and I am just being used and my private life also obstructed, like some oblivious joke.
I already knew I wasn't going to fall for this trap and wind up like other famous people in Hollywood, like they made a mistake to become famous. Other people made it that way for me.